Hey Kep...I went through two and a half years of that kind of thing right before I started this crazy addiction!
I am the most impatient person in the universe and had a fight with every Dr., nurse, tech, administrator and insurance rep. at every level until I finally decided to just relax and ride it out.
Once I gave in and realized that the alternative is not so great I felt much better.
You have a lot of sympathetic and concerned friends to help... so vent any damn time it gets to you and relieve the inner stress!
I am with you and so are my prayers!!!
~~~GrayBeard~~~
p.s. Email or PM me any time you want to let off steam!