Ed, I do pray one day you find the love of your life. (if that is what you want). It took me I don't know how many years, 3 marriages and 3 divorces to find him. Of course we have our differences, but we always get through them. Also with him being over the road, one would think not to trust either him or me, let me say that he is the only one of the 3 that I have never had a problem trusting from day one. I just don't understand it, but the trust is fully intact with Jaun. Kind of weird. And I have told him this. LOL.