Hey all, this was forwarded to me, and I thought I'd share it here. It's a bit of a long read, but worth it.
Glen
(Warning! Tissue Alert!)
They told me the big black Lab's name was Reggie as I looked at him
lying in his pen.The shelter was clean, and the people really friendly.
I'd only been in the area for six months, but everywhere I went in the
small college town, people were welcoming and open. Everyone waves when
you pass them on the street.
But something was still missing as I attempted to settle in to my new
life here, and I thought a dog couldn't hurt. Give me someone to talk
to.
And I had just seen Reggie's advertisement on the local news. The
shelter said they had received numerous calls right after, but they said
the people who had come down to see him just didn't look like "Lab
people," whatever that meant. They must've thought I did.
But at first, I thought the shelter had misjudged me in giving me Reggie
and his things, which consisted of a dog pad, bag of toys almost all of
which were brand new tennis balls, his dishes, and a sealed letter from
his previous owner.
See, Reggie and I didn't really hit it off when we got home. We
struggled for two weeks (which is how long the shelter told me to give
him to adjust to his new home). Maybe it was the fact that I was trying
to adjust, too.
Maybe we were too much alike.
For some reason, his stuff (except for the tennis balls - he wouldn't go
anywhere without two stuffed in his mouth) got tossed in with all of my
other unpacked boxes. I guess I didn't really think he'd need all his
old stuff, that I'd get him new things once he settled in. But it became
pretty clear pretty soon that he wasn't going to.
I tried the normal commands the shelter told me he knew, ones like "sit"
and "stay" and "come" and "heel," and he'd follow them - when he felt
like it.
He never really seemed to listen when I called his name - sure, he'd
look in my direction after the fourth of fifth time I said it, but then
he'd just go back to doing whatever. When I'd ask again, you could
almost see him sigh and then grudgingly obey.
This just wasn't going to work. He chewed a couple shoes and some
unpacked boxes. I was a little too stern with him and he resented it, I
could tell.
The friction got so bad that I couldn't wait for the two weeks to be up,
and when it was, I was in full-on search mode for my cell phone amid all
of my unpacked stuff.
I remembered leaving it on the stack of boxes for the guest room, but I
also mumbled, rather cynically, that the "damn dog probably hid it on
me."
Finally I found it, but before I could punch up the shelter's number, I
also found his pad and other toys from the shelter. I tossed the pad in
Reggie's direction and he snuffed it and wagged, some of the most
enthusiasm I'd seen since bringing him home. But then I called, "Hey,
Reggie, you like that??
Come here and I'll give you a treat." Instead, he sort of glanced in my
direction - maybe "glared" is more accurate - and then gave a
discontented sigh and flopped down. With his back to me.
Well, that's not going to do it either, I thought. And I punched the
shelter phone number.
But I hung up when I saw the sealed envelope. I had completely forgotten
about that, too.
"Okay,Reggie, " I said out loud, "let's see if your previous owner has
any advice.".... .....
To Whomever Gets My Dog:
Well, I can't say that I'm happy you're reading this, a letter I told
the shelter could only be opened by Reggie's new owner.
I'm not even happy writing it. If you're reading this, it means I just
got back from my last car ride with my Lab after dropping him off at the
shelter. He knew something was different. I have packed up his pad and
toys before and set them by the back door before a trip, but this
time... it's like he knew something was wrong. And something is wrong...
which is why I have to go to try to make it right.
So let me tell you about my Lab in the hopes that it will help you bond
with him and he with you.
First, he loves tennis balls...the more the merrier. Sometimes I think
he's part squirrel, the way he hordes them. He usually always has two in
his mouth, and he tries to get a third in there. Hasn't done it yet.
Doesn't matter where you throw them, he'll bound after it, so be careful
- really don't do it by any roads. I made that mistake once, and it
almost cost him dearly.
Next, commands. Maybe the shelter staff already told you, but I'll go
over them again: Reggie knows the obvious ones - "sit," "stay," "come,"
"heel. "
He knows hand signals: "back" to turn around and go back when you put
your hand straight up; and "over" if you put your hand out right or
left.?
"Shake" for shaking water off, and "paw" for a high-five. He does "down"
when he feels like lying down - I bet you could work on that with him
some more. He knows "ball" and "food" and "bone" and "treat" like
nobody's business. I trained Reggie with small food treats. Nothing
opens his ears like little pieces of hot dog.
Feeding schedule: twice a day, once about seven in the morning, and
again at six in the evening.
Regular store-bought stuff; the shelter has the brand.
He's up on his shots. Call the clinic on 9th Street and update his info
with yours; they'll make sure to send you reminders for when he's due.
Be
forewarned: Reggie hates the vet.
Good luck getting him in the car - I don't know how he knows when it's
time to go to the vet, but he knows.
Finally, give him some time.
I've never been married, so it's only been Reggie and me for his whole
life.
He's gone everywhere with me, so please include him on your daily car
rides if you can. He sits well in the backseat, and he doesn't bark or
complain.
He just loves to be around people, and me most especially.
Which means that this transition is going to be hard, with him going to
live with someone new.
And that's why I need to share one more bit of info with you....
His name's not Reggie.
I don't know what made me do it, but when I dropped him off at the
shelter, I told them his name was Reggie. He's a smart dog, he'll get
used to it and will respond to it, of that I have no doubt. But I just
couldn't bear to give them his real name. For me to do that, it seemed
so final, that handing him over to the shelter was as good as me
admitting that I'd never see him again. And if I end up coming back,
getting him, and tearing up this letter, it means everything's fine. But
if someone else is reading it, well... well it means that his new owner
should know his real name. It'll help you bond with him. Who knows,
maybe you'll even notice a change in his demeanor if he's been giving
you problems.
His real name is Tank.
Because that is what I drive.
Again, if you're reading this and you're from the area, maybe my name
has been on the news. I told the shelter that they couldn't make
"Reggie"
available for adoption until they received word from my company
commander See, my parents are gone, I have no siblings, no one I
could've left Tank with.. and it was my only real request of the Army
upon my deployment to Iraq, that they make one phone call to the
shelter... in the "event"... to tell them that Tank could be put up for
adoption. Luckily, my colonel is a dog guy, too, and he knew where my
platoon was headed. He said he'd do it personally. And if you're reading
this, then he made good on his word.
Well, this letter is getting too downright depressing, even though,
frankly, I'm just writing it for my dog. I couldn't imagine if I was
writing it for a wife and kids and family. But still, Tank has been my
family for the last six years, almost as long as the Army has been my
family.
And now I hope and pray that you make him part of your family and that
he will adjust and come to love you the same way he loved me.
That unconditional love from a dog is what I took with me to Iraq as an
inspiration to do something selfless, to protect innocent people from
those who would do terrible things... and to keep those terrible people
from coming over here. If I had to give up Tank in order to do it, I am
glad to have done so. He was my example of service and of love. I hope I
honored him by my service to my country and comrades.
All right, that's enough.
I deploy this evening and have to drop this letter off at the shelter.
I don't think I'll say another good- bye to Tank, though. I cried too
much the first time.
Maybe I'll peek in on him and see if he finally got that third tennis
ball in his mouth.
Good luck with Tank.
Give him a good home, and give him an extra kiss goodnight - every night
- from me."
Thank you,
Paul Mallory
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I folded the letter and slipped it back in the envelope. Sure I had
heard of Paul Mallory, everyone in town knew him, even new people like
me. Local kid, killed in Iraq a few months ago and posthumously earning
the Silver Star when he gave his life to save three buddies. Flags had
been at half-mast all summer.
I leaned forward in my chair and rested my elbows on my knees, staring
at the dog.
"Hey, Tank," I said quietly.
The dog's head whipped up, his ears cocked and his eyes bright.
"C' mere boy."
He was instantly on his feet, his nails clicking on the hardwood floor.
He sat in front of me, his head tilted, searching for the name he hadn't
heard in months.
"Tank," I whispered. His tail swished.
I kept whispering his name, over and over, and each time, his ears
lowered, his eyes softened, and his posture relaxed as a wave of
contentment just seemed to flood him.
I stroked his ears, rubbed his shoulders, buried my face into his scruff
and hugged him.
"It's me now, Tank, just you and me. Your old pal gave you to me."
Tank reached up and licked my cheek.
"So whatdaya say we play some ball?" His ears perked again.
"Yeah?? Ball?? You like that??? Ball? "
Tank tore from my hands and disappeared in the next room.
And when he came back......he had three tennis balls in his mouth.
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