Wow. That is a heavy load on your shoulders and I am not sure what to say. I do know you are right about this being like a family. I think those of us who have been going to Steve's blog have felt his passion for scrolling and enjoyment in helping others in the art of scrolling. That has carried on here in this forum in a wonderful way. People from all around the world have joined. Some, have to use a translator to post. So something about the membership is special. Kind of like a family. So as a brother member, you are someone special and I will be the first to say we are here to support you in any way we can. I wish you the best. Keep us posted, and let us know if there is any thing we can do.
P.S. One more thing, I will keep you in my prayers.